agh

my life = study all day every day. can't wait for thursday at 1030 am.

procrastinating

so much to do.... just got home (kinda) from a 9-4 day at the office {a.k.a. the pool} and i've still got much to do. i have to study for bio and chem and lit and math and french and apply for scholarships and universities and clean my room and paint my nails and figure out christmas gifts and go to the gym and fold my laundry and talk to my boyfriend and talk to my friends and ghkakljgiapojgp agas;kjgeiolrjnmf k;jasfoeriaksf;kljdaskldkmls..................................................

i guess you could say that i was at that point where i was like "i don't give a damn" but i guess some stuff happened and it made me realize that i really do give a damn. in fact i give 3 or 4 damns if i really think about it. i give so many damns that i could house like 100000000 beavers or something in there.

anyways all that damn giving has made me really tired.


and now back to the books.....

exams

study mode for the next week and a bit. it's make it or break it.

GOOD day

best day i've had in weeks. ironically a monday.

1. actually ready for school on time
2. interesting bio class
3. on top of the ball for chem
4. didnt die in lit
5. finished my english essay with time to spare!!!!
6. found out bunch of stuff that made me happy/relieved
7. i have the best boyfriend ever :$
8. it smells like snow
9. kickboxing tonight
10. i actually have FREE TIME
11. sent off my first major entrance awards application to Queen's!! applied to the school on the weekend. $210 later....... sorry mom. HAY its an investment

i love life. now to stress about exams

physically, mentally, and emotionally exausted.
im so tired.

:)

soooooooooooooo content. i owe you the world ♥

breathe

after 2 months of non-stop suddenly turning into a week of nothing, i need to breathe.

hope, love & serenity.... one day at a time.

from now til christmas, its go. wish me luck, i need it.

and to match my mood:

sick as a dog

so i'm past my breaking point. attempted to tough it out and try to go to school today AGAIN..... which failed................ and ended up getting sent home for the weekend. so that's right, no school/life for me till monday!!! woopee!!!

i've never missed so much school in my life. 5 consecutive days of school after this is all over if you count last friday minus the two blocks i attended on monday.

peace to me!!!!
whoever said grade12 was easy is saying complete BS!!!! grade 12 is the hardest mfing thing i've ever had to attempt in ma whole life!! holy crap!!!!

btw. in my sickness emily posted this web site on her wall and i saw it:

damnyouautocorrect.com

funniest website ever. trust me, it will change your life.

things we forget # 603

got my break. how inconvenient.

stuff no one told me (but i learned anyway)

meanwhile at my house

this is going to be a complaining blog. just to warn you.

i woke up at 7:30 am today. went to work. taught swimming to rambunctious children for 3 hours. swam for an hour. lifeguarded for rambunctious people for 2 hours. walked home. started my homework.
8 hours after getting home with little/no breaks .....
still working.

and i am sick.

I LOVE LIFE

note the sarcastic underline.

the beginning

and with a rather spooky ending, november begins. i'll be first to admit that this is always the month that flys by. every year, i can never really remember what happens in november. well except for last year HAHAHA.

can't help but notice that with the changing seasons and leaves and et cetera comes a lot of changes. a lot a lot. soon i'm gonna have to buckle down and start actually filling out university applications. (my entrance scholarship application form for Queen's is sitting in a folder on my desktop as we speak).

yet november also brings me a LOT to look forward to. 4,15,20. hells yeah


now to write my essay on castaway (cannot STAND the ending btw)