18

eighteen years old and never felt so loved in my life. my friends are the best. thank you for the wonderful suprise and presents, they really mean a lot. oh and i love my boyfriend and bestfriend for thinking up the whole crazy plan. soooo good ♥ a million thankyous!

good changes

i used to figure skate. used to, as in since i was in grade 1 and quit last year. anyways, last year i realized i didn't love it anymore (and i was tired of my ass being soaked and bruised all the time) so i quit. and decided to take up kickboxing instead.

OMG best decision of ma lifeee!!!!!! started in sept and its just starting up after xmas.... best workout of ma life. instructors chill n have sooo much fun. maybe yoga next? loool

honestly

i wish we could just fast forward to summer already.

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another weekend come and gone. zip zip zip

love........

time and time again i try not to be a materialistic person. but makeup ALWAYS gets me. guess its the feeling of possiblity when you enter sephora/drugstore/department store and it's like......... i could get any shade of anything i want in here. and then that feeling when you walk out of the store with a shiny bag and a little treat for yourself in there.... oh ma gad!!! best feeling ever.

anyways, on my latest expedition i quested to find foundation. i've decided that i splurge on face makeup and save on eye makeup (but only mascara and eyeliner)... long story. anyways i decided it was time when a) realized ive been using my (kind of unsatisfactory) smashbox concealer as foundation for the past million years, AND it was almost done!!! oh and b) had like $90 in gift cards to sephora.
so $50 later i ended up with...


make up for ever hd foundation

and i LOVE it!!!!! goes on silky smooth and stays on allllll day and the lady helped me get the right shade! yayyayyay!!!

anyways now time to do my english and lit homework then watch friends and maybe take a nap before kickboxing!!!!! only 10 friends episodes away from crossing off "watch every episode of friends" on my 43things list! HOORAY

seeyalater

tgit

thank god its thursday. meaning that its a night i can actually relax after heading to the gym. dont have to do any more homework till sunday night. heading to the states tomorrow night. work then fondue with ma grrl on sat. and sunday? who knows =).... all i do know is that my weekend will end on monday with qoola the most fav thing in the whole wide world!!! my weekends are flying by. before i know it i'm gonna be 18........ goddamn i'm old.

i must say that in the busyness that is my senior year, i have yet to expand my artistic skills. my oil paints and an unused canvas are sitting in my room, waiting for time and inspiration. goshhhhhh i guess i really can't focus with all the scholarship applications looming in the background!!!

on a FINAL note, finalized my university applications! done and done! UBC, St.FX, and Queen's. I wanted to apply to McGill as well, but honestly i don't see myself going there first year anymore. plus its crazy expensive, and i used the money on that application fee to apply for res at ubc instead hehehh:):):)

anyways thats all for now! see ya on the other side of this weekend.

:)

found this photo from christmas break. thanks for everything :)

as of late

i have been finding myself disgusted with school. its only january 6. come on.

btdubs, merry ukranian christmas!!!

just like january

currently: home from a successful day of shopping, full from crepes my dad made that i found in my fridge, and cleaning out my room for the last half of the school year.

winter break went by quick, as usual. i wouldn't exactly say it was a rest but it was a break from school, which was allright. ugh my work hours are killer this set, 830-4 saturdays and 9-1 sundays.

the next 3 months are going to fly by. at the end of it i'll be supposedly 'changed' hopefully tanned and another year older. and hopefully owning a credit card!!! is it true you can have one at 18? oh and exhausted as usual.

applying for universities lately has made me EXTREMELY anxious about next year. still so much to figure out and i really don't know whats going to go down. i guess we'll have to wait and find out. all i know is that i kinda wanna expand my horizons.

ok ok thats the end of my rambling for now. til next time.